Release The Fweenix Force

I REALLY REALLY HATE writing a effin long entry and it gets deleted but when i bring up a new page THATS WHEN the autosaved starts working... SON OF A BITCH!!

ugh i cant replicate that emotional turmoil i just wrote. now im just pissed. 

basically my birthday is coming close and that means i have the crazies again.

( i really hate this right now)

So im talking to myself and alone and i have no friends. wah wah. i don't care anymore. im just fucking pissed off cuz i rarely update this thing and when i do its fucking long and dammit everytime LJ deletes it right when i fucking finish. 

UGH


well I have no friends and i'm alone. Someone set something up for my birthday because last year i basically did nothing and that sucked soo much. seriously. do something for me.

Hey or better yet say hi. cuz no one talks to me. am i wierd? am i ugly? am i mean? too nice? what?

why am i e-cool but soo scared of life. why cant i act the way i act online. cuz im more likeable online but offline im just shy. 

well here are some pics.